So, it’s been a crazy few months! Personal life- as ever has been very up and down but this time I have consistently kept up with excersise and forced myself to go, even on the toughest days when it was the last thing I wanted to do. I know now that excersise is a way to control my mind and keep me positive and it has to be a regular addition to my life. I ALWAYS feel better after a workout!
My livewell buddies, as always have been amazing. I have made some more friendships which is fantastic and I have really strengthened some other friendships. I am really, really enjoying being part of such an amazing community and the support I have been getting from everyone around me, every single day is just mind blowing.
So, the last time I wrote an entry I had just got back into training and had started to loose a little weight, I am pleased to say that I have now pretty much lost most of the weight I had gained over the past 6 months. I found that getting weighed with an advisor every week/every other week really helped. Also joe has been taking my measurements every 5 weeks which has shown a massive difference! Sometimes we get obsessed with what the scales are saying and it becomes the main focus. However since having my measurements took, that is showing the most difference and is what is spurring me on more. The first measurements are the hardest, similar to getting weighed for the first time – uncomftable and just damn rubbish as it’s always the numbers you really don’t want to see. However, it spurred me on to stick to a healthy lifestyle and the achievement after seeing the numbers drop drastically after 5 weeks, was worth the few mins of feeling uncomftable.
The main reason for getting back to a healthy lifestyle is because I want to drop as much weight as possible for the half marathon in ( 8 WEEKS! 😫) since I have dropped some weight my running has gone from strength to strength. That and the AMAZING support from my livewell buddies. Whenever I train with my friends I am ALWAYS the slowest. I always feel guilty for slowing them down however their support and patience has resulted in numerous PB’s and a new found LOVE for running.
These past few months and with their incredible support and encouragement I have;
Ran a consistent 7.5 mile and a consistant 9 miles.
Improved my 5k time by 5 mins
Improved my 10k time by around 15 mins
Ran my fastest mile ( a few times, the time keeps coming down)
and through these few achievements I have found a determination and self love from somewhere. I no longer look at my body with embarrassment and hate, I am now so grateful to it and just so damn proud that even though I still have a lot of weight to loose, my body is still achieving all these incredible things. These incredible things to some people, will not seem incredible at all but from where I started and my own personal journey, they are pretty damn amazing! I stopped comparing myself to others a while ago and it was a very liberating feeling! My goals are mine. I am competing against myself.
It’s been hard. Training has been hard. There have been days I didn’t want to run, days I didn’t think I could. Days it was raining and cold and I just didn’t have the motivation to go. These were the days my friends got me through. They made sure I trained, they trained with me and they were as happy as I was when I achieved the above goals. These friends I met through livewell and I think the below photos show just how strong some of these bonds are.
(Above – just before completing our first 9 mile run! )
(Above) At the end of completing the Couch to 5k Graduate run.
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( These photos show just how strong some of the friendships I have made on live well, are. The support is just incredible)
I am also lucky enough to know a very talented runner. He completed the Manchester marathon this weekend and asked me to go along to support and experience a marathon. It was the most amazing experience. 26 miles is a VERY long way and I was in absolute awe of ALL of the amazing people running it. The atmosphere was amazing, the people were amazing and watching my friend run a 3hrs 4 min marathon was ridiculously inspiring. The strength and determination he showed through that race and the pain he experienced from mile 23 just showed me that when I am struggling on a long run that I can do it. My legs might ache, my mind might be tired but if I can physically keep running then I have to push through. This is probably the best thing I have taken away from watching the marathon and I know for sure will help me get through my barriers on race days- especially when it starts to get tough in the half marathon.
The couch to 5k groups are such a good way to get into running! Your NOT too heavy or too unfit or too shy to start running. Running can be intimidating, it can seem completely un achievable but it is the opposite of those things with the couch to 5k groups. Everyone is in the same position. Everyone can go at their own pace. No one is ‘too slow’. It starts out with really short sections of running and gradually builds up over the weeks. The groups are amazing and the support from volunteers, clients and advisors is incredible. ( and the new friends you make will make it worth it! )
When I started running it was to be part of a community and to try and make me stronger mentally. Both of those things happened, along with a passion and determination for running which I never thought I would have.
I have 4 events coming up over the next 8 weeks;
Derby 10k
Carsington 12.5k
Sinfin 10k
Derby HALF MARATHON!!!!!
and for the first time since running I will be racing rather than just taking part. I will be getting PBS, I will be running them without any walking and I am SO excited to smash some of my goals!
Nothing is is impossible. If you want something bad enough, with the right mindset and support, it can be achieved…….